It’s been a while.
That should probably be this site’s catchphrase.
I’ve been working on Unbroken Dawn, the latest permutation of my space game a little bit here and there. Currently I have the the galaxy generation and planet generation down, and I’m working on the Star System generation to try and make sure things generate in a way that is both interesting, and doesn’t risk any two planets clipping through each other at any point during gameplay. It’s slow progress, and not because I’m working on it, but a lot of the maths is in place now.
So I just finished watching the video A Thousand Ways of Seeing a Forest by Jacob Geller. I’d highly reccomend watching it too, it’s a pretty good video essay thing and I’m frustrated I put off watching it for so long. So yeah, if you can, watch that before reading this, it’ll open in a new tab.
But if you don’t have the time, or if you’re like me, and you sometimes like people talking about stuff you haven’t seen: Basically we all have different perspectives of what something is, so when we make art based on something, it’s coloured by that.
At least that was one of the things I got from it, the whole point of what I just said implies what you think after seeing it could be different frrom what I got from it.
So now that we’ve all seen that, let’s get back to talking about Unbroken Dawn.
Unbroken Dawn is, probably, a game about Exploration. It’s a game filled with stuff that you can explore, and the tools to do that. At least it will be eventually.
But that raises the question: Why would you explore it? So here’s a non-exhaustive list of reasons I can think of why we flesh humans explore things, and some of them overlap.
Exploration for Understanding
So as you may have noticed, the world works. Things in it do stuff, and that causes other stuff, and all in all things happen for a reason, however stupid. If you walk in one end of a street and come out of the other, it goes to the same place every time, and now you know where the street goes.
This is my dumb way to put into words one of the main reasons I explore: To discover how things work, what ways I can walk around a city, what’s going on with that wall over there, etc. To Explore for Understanding is to do so to expand what you know about the world, and for me that’s something worth chasing for its own sake.
Exploration for Acheivement
Mattihase is climbing the mountain, why is he climbing the mountain? Mostly to get to the top. Like, I’ve been up a bunch of mountains before, I’ve got to the top, it’s a cloudy day, there’s not much to see and you’re all soggy and stuff from the mist… and yet you’re at the top of a mountain. So, just wait there for a while, eat your sandwitches and then go home feeling satisfied
Exploration for Completion
So as a kid, one of my favourite games of all time was Ratchet & Clank, and one of the cool things it did was it had this pause screen map that filled in yellow whenever you went somewhere. So once you’d been everywhere, the whole map would be coloured yellow. And I liked going everywhere not just to see everything, but to be able to say I’d filled in the map. Similarly when you go on holiday somewhere, you’re in that place and there’s a bunch of stuff to do there, and you want to do all the stuff you can do there for its sake. You want to make sure you look at all the stained glass windows in a church, you want to try a different option on a restaurant menu each time you go so you’ve tried them all eventually. You have a bucket list you want to tick everything off of.
The Art of the Moment
So, one thing I do a lot of when walking around is I take photographs. Usually it’s when I see something that looks interesting. Maybe the clouds are doing something cool, maybe someone wrote something ambiguous on the side of one of those green boxes that apparently monitor pollution, maybe it’s a cool view of something, maybe a boat’s passing in front of something and it’s in a nice place relative to make it look good. Also a lot of sunsets. Every sunset’s a little bit different. Are any of these things “good photographs”? Maybe, maybe not. I don’t know anything about professional photography, but they’re moments in which history and where you are has culminated in something you’re looking at, and that’s enough for me to want to take them.
I do this in games a lot too. I have hundreds of pictures of planet conjunctions in KSP, cool biomes in Minecraft, all the places I’ve been in Breath of the Wild. Moments to take, maybe to show off but mostly just to see, and say I’ve seen.
Exploration for a Proof
Let’s say you have an idea in mind and you want to find out whether or not it’s true. Let’s say somewhere out there you think there’s a way to get to asia by sailing west from europe, or that you saw bigfoot and want to see him again. Let’s say you want to find evidence of life in the universe, or work out whether or not you’re into guys. That is what I’d define Exploration for a Proof as. It’s kinda similar to Exploration for Understanding, but you’re not just going out there to find things. You’re going out there looking for something, if that makes any sense.
Escapism
This is something we should all be familiar with, given the eternal state of the world. Basically, if there’s a lot of stuff out there to get engaged in, then that’s stuff to fill your mind with to keep you from going insane. We all need that sometimes.
Plagiarism
Someone once said that no idea is original. I’ve also said it a lot but I’m pretty sure I didn’t originate it because I heard it somewhere. It’s proabably attributed to Mark Twain or someone like that on the internet, but chances are people have been saying it since language was invented.
Point is, if you need inspiration for something, it doesn’t spontaneously happen, you’ve gotta go out into the world and have it happen to you, or research it, or find something and someone and make that your muse, or otherwise come across the right thing at the right time to help you create something or make a major life decision, or choose what to have for dinner. I guess in this sense you could say I spend a lot of time exploring the internet.
Documentation
Sometimes exploration can be less about finding something for yourself, and more about finding something for someone else. Maybe you want to take pictures on your holiday to show to family members who didn’t get to go, maybe you’re looking for stuff to put on display (ethics of which being highly dependant on who already owns it and what they think about you taking it), for students, for kids, for your peers.
I have a couple of videos on my youtube channel showing off the galaxy generation algorithms in various states of not done, I would say that counts as this. I’m showing off what I’ve discovered while making things, partially because playing a timelapse of it helps me work out what’s going on with it but a lot of the time it’s also to explain what and how it’s doing so people can look up at the skybox and think “there’s a structure to it that someone has gone and worked out”
Somewhere That’s Green
I think a lot of time people go out into the world to find places that they fit in, or at least places they can get invested in. From the places you hang around in as a kid, the tables you sit at in school, the universities and homes you move to as an adult, we do look to discover places to fit ourself in.
Extrinsic Motivation
Hey, y’know, maybe you are just in it for the money, or the acclaim, or maybe you’re just doing it because it helps with something else like making your speedrun better or your gameplay videos worth watching. Nothing wrong with that at all. No need to have fancy high concept reasons to explore. Maybe you just want to find a rock that looks like a gentleman’s area to post in your friend group discord. These are all good reasons and there’s nothing to feel ashamed about for doing them.
Manifest Destiny/Colonialism
It’s undenyable that people have done a lot of finding bits of the earth that someone else owns, to see what resources they have and quickly put up a flag and/or murder a lot of people so they can have that stuff for themselves.
It’s something that’s happened, but, and I cannot stress this enough, Don’t do this. Unless you want to make an iron farm.
So, how does this all relate back to Unbroken Dawn?
Well, I just kinda wanted to think about what gameplay experience I’m actually creating, and if there’s something I can expand on to make it a more complete experience.
If any of you have any other reasons you explore, feel free to drop them below, I’d like to hear what I’ve missed.
-Mattihase, 2021